Dear diary, everything hurts. I miss my old friends. I miss my parents. I miss my brother. I miss my life. Everyone here is nice to me, but i'm still scared. The showrunner said that he's going to hurt me if I don't do his bidding. I'm scared. Everyone greets me with a happy "Hi, Jane!" and that makes me smile, but knowing that the showrunner can and will strike me frightens me deeply. I want my brother. Where is he. Where is he. Where is he. Where is he. Where is he. Where is he.